this journey

dear natasha...........its never tough communicating with you.......its almost like talking to myself......in fact its better than talking to myself.........thats why in a blog like his i can write on and on........i hope it will help.........there is so much to say to you when you are not around.......i think its even a lame attempt to have you with me in periods when we cant be together.........anyway.......i suppose you are putting amy to sleep now......... i can never thank you completely for being such an amazing opartner, wife and mother...........besides many other things.........................it will be seven by the time i reach home today..........i will knowck at the door.........you will open up........hello hello.......a peck on your cheek..........and in we go into the time machine studio flat........amy will get excited like a butterfly in spring..........and then starts the humdrum of family life.......how was your day.......did you talk to dad.........how was the cookery class........did you eat all i gave you........there is a letter for you........oh, amy has just weeed on the floor......change quickly, i'm warming up the supper..........i studied well today........by the way, are we going to that alice in wonderland and the philharmony??.........and then the discussion about the budget..........................................................and then we will just carry on and on and on.......until amy goes to sleep..........and then we will talk in whispers.......in the glow of that little table lamp.........check our mails.......hug and kiss.........and go to sleep..........

and again another day will have passed when i will think.........i wish i could make her feel special.......buy her that hat which costs 3 pounds.........which she so loves.......take her out.......... i always tell you that i love you........and your big round eyes always shine when i say that........ but the strong current of this flowing life just doesnt leave time for anything more..........so we adore each other.........managing this young enterprise of a home.........navigating through the superhighway of time...........i just feel so darned lucky to be taking this journey of life with you.......